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Skin

The snake sheds his skin
As the way to begin
His great belief in
The redemption of sin
 
Like me who’s slithered
Through slime and sludge
Self accuser,
Jury, Judge
 
Unable often
To shake the grudge
Against myself
Desperate dark ignominy

Cruelly barring me
From that road of happy destiny
Where I would clearly, dearly
Love to trudge
 
Wearing unworthiness
Like battle armor
Makes me wonder
If others are more
 
Able to lose
The constraining cloak
Where I comfortably bleed
Hair shirt raging, red-soaked
 
Never bothering once
To question the yoke
Of hissing self-hatred
Thorny crown that cruelly pokes

These hellish holes
Upon my brow
But through which, I pray, someday,
Serenity can seep, somehow!

Barbs tearing at the hide
That has kept His peace out
His Forgiving Faith
In Me! To Him I now shout! …
 
”Slough off this shame
Slough off this fear
Slough off this skin
That binds me here!”
 
Ever enmeshed
With my fight of the flesh
But in this quixotic quest
Blessed chance to start afresh
 
Thus like the serpent
So long reviled
I allow myself
A secret smile
 
For in my heart
Beyond self-damnation
I find clues that I am loved
Even vital in His vast creation
 
And my wreckage of past?
Can I e’er shed this execration?
To sing with joy “Free at last!”
And believe that declaration


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Introduction to "Skin"